Ladies Getting Pantsed

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I do not know me anymore ... or rather, I'm currently finding myself!

In my life, I rarely regret. I try as much as possible by looking forward and living the present moment.

Today, I realize what were the last three years. Inside me, it was gray. I had a hard time enjoying life. I focused on the present moment because the future I was so scared. I was frozen, paralyzed, "sclerotic"! Everything was still heavy, especially the future. I was tired just thinking that I should live. What I loved was becoming heavy and, thereby, almost repulsive. One need constant isolate myself!

For a while, I began to regret those years. I feel like I have lost three years of my life .... Very lucky, there it feels much longer!

I feel like the Sleeping Beauty and a handsome prince named "Angel Ioplastie" came to kiss me! And here I am, which woke to life!

It's so good!

I may be very difficult to walk, I have to adapt my car, change my everyday, but I live and I have the energy to live!

Today I found myself making plans. What I can do well in my life now that I have the energy to live it!

I must give this machine works and projects that I find solutions to difficulties that small I meet.

Nothing is impossible now!

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And it continues ...

Upon my return to Bulgaria, I had the good news that I could longer drive my car until it is adapted. Nasty shock for someone who is accustomed to autonomy.

I had to take driving lessons vehicle adapted to the other side of the world and not being able not go by myself, I had to "beg" accompaniments.

Again, life makes me see how many generous people around me.

I am truly blessed to have all these people around me. Thank you!

Now follow the current procedures and as you are dealing with the SAAQ, be patient ... I will not drive my car until the fall. I'm getting a reason and I gradually found alternatives.

Despite the hassle, fatigue is also present and when to go, it's not as depressing as before.

Yesterday I did the first time since February my yoga routine ... Nothing extraordinary, some stretching from floor yoga. But still! I did it in full. It was difficult, I'm not as flexible. It will soon lose! I'll try to do in two days to give me a day of rest between each. Stay tuned.

Two days ago, without realizing it, I left the office of the house to the door outside, without noticing, without a cane or hands on the walls! It is outside that I realized I did not have my cane and restoring the last moments, I realized that I had done what little way without help. Funny machine that brain! I tried again several times without success ... If I did it once, I do it again another time. I just do not know when!

Last night I made a cup of coffee in the lobby without stopping between each step and I have nothing spilled ... For me, it's a feat!

These are the little surprises that make me say that things regress no but they are improving. The improvements are so minimal and we would like them to be huge ... We need an iron will and great patience to not get discouraged.

is why sometimes when people ask me if I progress, I feel assaulted. It's so invisible to others all the little things. How can these small dust of improvement that are not always constant without feeling pressure.

I know, I know, I gotta talk to my ego to let me alone.

So I'm going on a serious discussion and you'll be back soon!

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Almost a month already!

Today, 5 July, I had my first treatment of physiotherapy: massage, stretching exercises and some small ... I go back next week.

I have no idea if these treatments will help me but I'm sure that if something can help me it is physiotherapy. Since my treatment, my right leg that had stopped to bend a few days ago, has recovered to bend. And when I rose from the table, it is with an ease that surprised me as I did, relying only a hand. It is a start.

I had low energy these days but that does not worry me too much.

Last week I had dinner with a group of "liberated". There was Francine Deshaies, Christopher Alkenbrack Bouvrette Pierre, Marie-Therese Brouillard and Regis?. It was so interesting to talk to these people. Despite the great improvements they all live, they too regressions. It is reassuring to share everything.

Today, there was heat wave ... The humidity was really "back" in it! My feet were swollen but did not become just a little blue red. But what a hot day!

Cheers air conditioning and swimming pool!

And you, the heat has affected you too??